Trying.

Moving on to a new chapter in your life is hard,but its harder when a part of you is left to a past that you can never let go… The memories, the love, the sweet nothings & mostly, to the person who made a great difference in your life & same exact person who made you feel that you were worth more than everything in this world…
It has always been my perception that letting go of something is a sign of weakness, that i am already at the bottom of the chain… I had impression that it will stay away that thing from me… I never realized that by holding on, I was running away from my fears, hiding from the beautiful truth that could lead m to freedom…
Now i have come to my senses, woke up from a long, deep sleep… I’m ready to face the truth, though it hurt, that he is not meant for me… I can’t hold him forever & keep on chasing in circles, like a butterfly, he truly belongs & destined for… I know it won’t be that easy but I’m learning to, & slowly is… Perhaps, it will be my consolation that he finds the perfect pair who can compliment to his wholeness, & the perfect match who can compensate of her shortcomings…

Even though I really don’t want to let you go, the question is.
Do you want to hold on? It seems that you’re not happy with us anymore.
Maybe its time to let go. and move on.