Giving up.

I hate this. I really hate this!

Every freakin' time I wake up, he is the one who instantly comes into my mind.

And it hurts to think that he's not by my side, and wouldn't be anymore.

Darn! I want to forget him, and all the pain I've felt in our relationship.

I know that this would really break my heart, but I'm getting tired of being hurt man.

Do you know that feeling, it's like your heart is being squizzed? And your like running out of air in your lungs, geez! It really does hurt. :(

Lalo na kung ikaw lang yung nagho-hold on.

I honestly don't want to give up, but hell! I'm really freaking tired of this.

Over and over, I thought that you would take care of me? Love me, so that I would be happy.

But are you doing your promises?! Are you making an effort, even just a bit?!

Damn! Why does it have to be like this, I do Love you very much Mart, but you don't trust this feelings I have for you. It sucks knowing that my love was just wasted.

I love you very much that It already hurts.

I'm trying to overcome this pain, but di ko na talaga kaya.

Just tell me the truth Martlu, and I'll give you the freedom that maybe you always wanted.

I thought you'll love me forever. :(